Hye! I always look at all negativity in life but forget that I have so many blessings in my life. These are all my friends that I really appreciate because they still accept and help me in rough times.

First of all, this is Sara, no H actually, just Sara. Her full name is very long and she is my babe, my girlfriend. I really love her. She is the number one in my heart. She has done many beautiful things just for me. The first time I truly fell in love to her was when I wanted to go home to change my clothes but all my other friends told me that I was just acting so childish and should accept the way I dress that day. But I really didn't like how I look so I expressed my feelings with such disappointment and sadness. But Sara, she was the only one that really care and took a very serious action towards how I felt. She agreed and supported me. So, she willingly wanted to walk home with me even though the weather was really hot and there was no bus, so we walked home without umbrella. I just like, wow. This kind of person exists and I'm truly blessed to have her in my life. Besides, she always come to my house to be with me and walk around at outside without no direction even though the day is pouring rain. I feel very safe and accepted by her and feel like I can do what I want to do when I'm with her. She always support me no matter what and she never judge me. And honestly, both of us never have a fight since the first time we met until now. I'm a person that prefer to walk instead of taking a bus so sometimes when I'm with people and they hate walking, I could only remain silent even though I actually want to walk. But, with Sara, I can walk for miles with her and she never complain instead, she loves it just like me. I really love her very much. When I'm sad, she will rapidly call me and want to listen to what I feel and give me the loves and supports that I need. Wow, this kind of person is exist. She also always bake me something or cook for me or buy me a present. Thanks, babe. I hope you will always be happy and get everything that you want. And I will always be here for you and express my love so much for you until eternity which is forever, no ending.

This is Yana. She is my bebi or you can also say that she is my girlfriend. Yana and I have been together since matriculation, we both in a same class and loving a same teacher, which is our tutorial math teacher, Cikgu Syarmallah. I'm a quiet kid and I don't socialize much with people, but Yana, somehow wanted to study with me in her room. Since then, I always come to her room and sleep with her. Yana and I also always watch movie together in her laptop so whenever I go to her room, I will always make sure I bring my spectacles hahaha. Watching movie with her is one of my favourite thing do to in this life. And I don't know why but she always call me beautiful, like every day. And I was like, wtf? We also like the same meal at that time which was nasi goreng sotong extra pedas. And I really admire her determination and her success in academic. She is such a clever girl. I really love it when we study together at a study room until midnight, until we heard some weird ghost shit at that time hahaha. She taught me and guided me in study and this really helped me a lot to understand more and I very thankful to have her in my life. She is also such a beautiful girl outside and inside. I like how she can still look beautiful even though she just wear a tudung sarung which will look ugly on other people except her. She is really a best friend that will help you during your difficult times. Whenever I'm sick, she is the one that will make sure I'm alright. I don't swallow a pill so I dissolve the pill with water then I drink it. Yana knows this and she will always dissolve the pill for me when I'm sick and make sure I drink it. She will also make sure I take a shower if I'm sick and because of this, I will shower if I'm sick and this really helps me a lot for my health. Yana is one of the people that truly knows many things about me and what I truly am. But just like other relationship, Yana and I fight quite a lot. There is a difference between us that is hard for us to compromise but somehow, she still accept me and talk to me even though I've been such a jerk on her. There was a time when I felt like, maybe this is the end for our relationship. I cried for a week until my eyes hurt and I didn't come to class because I didn't want to see her face as I was afraid I will miss her even more. I really don't want to lose her and thank God, God granted my doa which was for her to be my friend again. I'm really sorry for everything I've done to you and I will always improve myself so I can be with you in my greatest condition. And, thank you very much for being such a beautiful bebi for me. I love you very much and I hope our relationship will getting stronger with times.

This is me, Yana, Ikin, and Kireen. Yana and I obviously together in UKM because both of us already together since matriculation. Ikin is Yana's roommate and she is very such a cool person to hang out with. She can do anything by herself and I really admire her because of that. She is the type of person that you can ask something, and she will agree and getting hype with you. She is really awesome and can get along with anyone. I learnt a lot from her so I can socialize more with other people. Kireen pula, is Ikin's friend. Kireen is such a cutie and ayu girl. She has such a pure and sincere heart. She also speaks softly which is very ayu. She and Yana, both such a clever girl. She is a type of girl that you can definitely say a wife material. She deserves much more and I hope she will always get what she truly want in life. 

I put this picture because there is Zikirih there. Zikirih is Ikin's friend and because of that, Zikirih and I became friends. He is such a gentleman and very loyal. He is also very hardworking in study. The common thing between us is both of us love LoFi. He has done a lot for me and I'm very thankful for that. I hope he will get what he wants and finally have a girl that he deserves. 

This is my friends since high school. In this picture is me, Sara, Alen or Lina, and Shat. Let's start with Alen. Alen is the mom in our group but the most beautiful thing that I really admire about her is she is very empathetic and understand deeply about emotions. She also always try her best to get us closer to God. I'm very grateful to have her in my life. She also can give you the best advice in life so whenever I need to know something, I will ask her and she will give me the most beautiful answer that I didn't know I need it. She is very beautiful and also a wife material. Her words are very powerful and because of this, I can feel calm and blessed. Next is Shat. Shat, the most funniest person I've encountered. I always laugh when I'm with her because she is very funny and always positive. She always hide her problems and show a smile and I admire her strength for this. She also such an outgoing person and can get along with anyone. Because of this, I can feel comfortable to do stupid shit when I'm with her. Her silly jokes always crack me up like crazy. I'm very happy for her because she has a boyfriend now and I hope both of them last long together. 

Next is Tira, my idol and Khairi, my shitty brother. Tira is such an amazing person. She is really strong and very care for her family more than herself. Tira is my idol because she is very wow, the kind of person that you will always say "kau jgla, tira" because she is damn, it's quite hard for me to describe. She is the type of person that you can talk for hours and hate the same person together. I really admire her strength and her very bright smile. I really want to meet her soon because it's been years since the last time I saw her in front of my eyes. And when I finally able to meet her, I want to take her to a great restaurant because she once spent me eating bakso in bandar Sandakan. She said sorry to me because she could only spend me a cheap meal at that time. Wtf, babe, I really appreciate it very much at that time, I don't care whether it's cheap or expensive. And because of this, I really want to give her more. Next is Khairi. Khairi is my annoying little brother but since he is now becoming such a mature man, maybe I should treat him like a brother but nope, I will always say he is such a noob and shit hahaha. I feel very comfortable saying anything to him and be my true self because he never make me feel bad for who I am. He is very honest with his words and because of this, I will always ask him for his opinion about anything. Khairi is a very outgoing person too and always smile and always positive. There was one time where Khairi and I fought because I hid his pencil case but he doesn't hold grudges and the next day, we became best friends again. He is my little brother because at school, I'm the one that take care of him. If he wants to go to a toilet, I will be his companion. He also gave me money for my tambang bas. Such a good boyy.

Thank you very much, gais. All these times, I always complain about how much people hate me for who I truly am while here you are, always for me no matter what and still be here with me. I really love and appreciate you gais. I hate people but because of you, I feel glad and blessed that I get the opportunity to have you in my life. I hope all of you will always get what you deserve and what you want and you will always achieve success in everything. Please forgive all my wrongs and my flaws and all the things I've done to you. I will always try my best to be the best person so I can return back all your kindness to you. Again, thank you for still wanting to be my friend even in rough times and how much shit I am. 

I'll stop here. I still haven't sleep until now even though I will have online class later this morning. I just feel like I want to express my appreciation and reflect on every blessings that I have. I hope I can keep these blessings forever and always blessed with new blessings.

Thank you, God for giving me this beautiful moments.